Yes, 19 years ago today, I gave birth to my firstborn daughter, Brittany...and so my love affair with motherhood began. Since that unforgettable day of welcoming her into the world, my heart has been forever transformed. Brittany has grown into such a remarkable and confident young woman. She knows what she wants out of life and she goes out and gets it! I can hardly think of a time when I've been around her that she hasn't been smiling about SOMETHING...she just lights up the room! Her sense of humor makes it next to impossible not to laugh when you're around her. We can take one look at each other...and the rest is history!Unfortunately, with her attending college 5 1/2 hours away in another state, this is the first birthday in 19 years that I haven't been with her to help her celebrate...and I miss her so much! I suppose this is yet another step in the process of letting go. I'm realizing more and more all the time that things have changed; not necessarily in a bad way, but they're just "different" from how they were before. My choice is to fight it or to simply to embrace it as being a stepping stone toward personal growth. I choose to embrace my new "normal" and be so grateful for all the memories we've shared over the years. I trust that better things are just around the bend!
Dear Britt,
If you're reading this, I hope you know how proud I am of the strong young woman you've grown up to be. You not only are my daughter, but one of my best friends. I love how we can be completely open and honest with each other and how we can find a little humor in just about every situation. I thank God for bestowing on me the privilege of being your mom these last 19 years. I hope you know that I've always tried hard to provide you with love, understanding, and guidance while allowing you room to grow and find your own place in this world. Let there never be any question in your mind that I will always be here for you, regardless of the distance that comes between us.
So, on your special day, I'm wishing you HAPPINESS, CONTENTMENT and a never-ending sense of ADVENTURE! Remember...this is YOUR life to live...make the most of what God has given you! There is one thing I know for sure...the world is a much better place because you're in it! I LOVE YOU with all my heart...Have a HAPPY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
Much Love,
Mom :) (AKA Mother Goose)
