A Time for Reflection

I really had not intended to post, again, until after the New Year. However, this is always a time of reflection for me, so I thought I'd share with you the journey I've been on this past year.

Well, two years ago today, I lost my dad at the age of 82. He was one of the strongest and most honorable men I've ever known. He taught me so much about life and love. He enjoyed having a good ol' belly laugh more than anybody. He was extremely intelligent and well-read and was always up for an intellectual challenge. Through his example, I learned what it means to love someone with all your heart and soul. He provided excellent care for my mom and brother in their final days and was the most selfless person I've ever come across. I miss him dearly, but I know his presence is still with me in many ways.

This is one of my all-time favorite pictures of Dad.
Of course, my husband's dad, as you might recall, passed away in October. I think because I had walked the same road, I was able to be strong for my husband and give him comfort. I understood some of the emotions he experienced and I let him know that he wasn't alone...I got it. It brought us much closer together. Grief is a funny thing. Sometimes, you feel like you really have a handle on it, then you'll hear a song on the radio, or look at an old photograph, and it all comes back to you. You can either accept it for what it is, or allow it to destroy you. I've said before that if it weren't for my faith, I'd probably lose it. My faith in God is what's kept me grounded, comforted, and able to reach out to others who are grieving.

Over this past year, I have seen God really working in my life. He's given me a sense of self-assurance that I can't describe. I suppose I just feel very centered right now and so very thankful for how far I've come. I know that God has big plans for my life in the coming year as a wife, mother, sister, friend, and as a Christian. I intend to make more memories than my heart and mind can handle. I want to be fervent about exercising because it's so good for the body and soul. Nothing clears my mind more than going for a run or a brisk walk. I want to be a better example of what it is to be compassionate and empathetic. There are so many hurting people in this world and, sometimes, all it takes is one outstretched hand to make a difference.

So, as you can see, my journey this past year is really only the beginning. I can hardly wait to see what 2009 has in store for me! I wish you all the best in the New Year, and I'm so looking forward to getting to know all of you better!